That's what I see
Things that might be if we look we just might see
Over the weekend I experienced both extremes of human emotions in all dimensions. I guess there's always a trade-off: a person who makes you happy can also make you sad, and the happier he/she makes you, the more upset you can get when things go wrong. But to me, the happiness is definitely worth all the trouble, because at the end of the day, I'm only going to count the happy days.
I also suddenly realized that I was living in a dream. It hurts like hell to be thrown out of it, but I suppose I should be glad that it ever came true, if only for a while. Thing with people is the more you have, the more you want, and after a while you don't even remember where you started from and you don't know how to be thankful that you got that far in the first place. Guess I should go back to where I started and be content. Will I always wish that the world was different, that reality is less cruel? yeah, but I should stay grounded and not spend all my time wishing and hoping for something that I can't control. But will I totally give up and never dare to dream again? No... 'cause who knows when dreams come true again? They may not come too often, but when they do, I won't give up my chance on experiencing that happiness again. After all, it is happiness that most of us go after for the most of our lives. But next time I'll have to remind myself to not let it get to my head and not to confuse dream with reality. So there I'll be, sitting on the edge of a dream, reaching in once in a while, spending most of my time living in reality.