Maybe I am addicted to love,
or addicted to you
But what it really is, I know
is that I am addicted to sadness.
The sadness that I feel when I'm without you
and the sadness that replaces it
when I'm with you.
It's the reason to want
and not want at the same time;
it's the justification
for every contradiction;
it's where the lies are,
and where the truth lies.
And maybe
it seems confusing
but it's really quite simple, you see
because it's all the same.
I'm just a little sad
because it's simpler
easier.