"It's too much to be undone.. and I can't. I'm not scared, I'm just too tired. You know, I grew up thinking that I'm going to find myself a good husband, get a good job, have kids and the whole happy family thing, and I've worked hard all my life towards that. I don't know how to do anything else, and I feel like... my time's running out, I can't spend the time to relearn everything. It's not like I can't be happy. He treats me well.. what more can I ask for? You... I don't know. You confuse me, and I know it will be selfish to say this, but I don't like that. It's not your fault... I just don't know if I can deal with this. I don't want to feel like I have to banish you from my life... but I just can't... do you understand?"